Thursday, May 29, 2003
You are Rory a smart well rounded person who
everyone brags about. You keep you
accomplishments to yourself but your mom
usually blabs!
Gilmore Girls who are you?
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Monday, May 26, 2003
wat's happening???~!!!! y is my template totally blank??!! SIGHZ!!!!
sad sad sad.. sad sad sad.. sad is sad.. not sad is also sad... no one wants to b sad... evryone wants to b not sad.. life is full of sadness.. above, beneath, beside, behind... sad... y is feeling sad so sad? is there a way to feel sad but not b sad? how is sadness possible without being sad? i'm sad cos i'm feeling sad.. n i'm also sad cos u're feeling sad.. they're sad cos i'm feeling sad.. anyone feeling sad cos they're not feeling sad? is feeling sad equal to being sad? is being sad really tt saddening? what is sad and sadness? how to b sad? how not to have sadness?
i'm not making any sense here.. just felt like rambling.. there u go.. my ramblings..
Sunday, May 25, 2003
was out with queen during the ltr part of the day.. had so much to talk abt.. had so much catching up to do.. she said smthng abt having high inertia.. yea.. high inertia.. tt's wat i have too.. cant move on.. don wanna move on.. but smtimes.. its not purely ya fault.. the ppl ard u n the environment tt u're in plays a huge role in helping to remove tt powerful inertia.. but of cos.. in my case.. i have none of those. in fact.. those two factors r really the main cause of the bloody inertia..
yea.. onlie 1 and a half yrs left..i'm sure it is really an onlie to me.. yea.. try to look on the bright side.. but WAT bright side is there to look at manz? yea... try to look forward to smthng evryday.. but there's NOTHING.. smthng tt is supposed to b fun is not.. in fact, it makes it more miserable for u as each day passes.. to make decisions with ya heart or ya mind? to base ya decision on reality or on whether u r happy or not? to choose to choose or to choose not to choose? if it comes, it comes.. is tt really how things r? being positive is the best policy.. but how on earth r u supposed to b positive when evrythng's so screwed up?? or is it u urself who screwed it up in the first place?
neva expected such stuff to happen in this part of my life.. it is a complicated world when we start out to work.. but not now.. pls... how i wish there isnt such stuff now.. at least not now..
ppl reading this might not understand wod i'm talking abt.. cos i'm typing abt different subjects in each line or para.. but its ok.. u don hafta understand..